Saturday, February 7, 2009

Distress

I haven't been sleeping that well lately. I keep waking up during the night because of bad dreams or for simply no reason at all. I really, really dislike losing friends.

I miss my friend.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Schedule for Week Ending 2/15

Quick and dirty schedule. This is going to be a very, very long week it seems from the looks of it.

Monday - 15:12 to 24:00 (8.8 hours)
Tuesday - 14:00 to 24:00 (18.8 hours)
Wednesday - 14:00 to 24:00 (28.8 hours)
Thursday - 19:30 to 24:00 (33.3 hours)
Friday - 0:00 to 8:00 and 15:30 to 24:00 (49.8 hours)
Saturday - 11:30 to 16:00 (54.3 hours)

UPDATED 2/09

Not sure if this will stand or not. Basically there's stuff going on from 0400 to 2400 every day M-W, so we're going to be stretched pretty thin.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Priorities

I've been thinking lately of goals, setting them and achieving them. I never set many goals, honestly, I just sort of float along saying "come what may". I suppose I'm handicapping myself by not allowing myself to succeed in this fashion, though of course I also can't fail. But anyway, let's set some goals, shall we?

First of all, I haven't seen the ocean in months. I believe the last time I did was taking the Cape May ferry back in early September and walking along the beach in Delaware. Thankfully, I'll probably be going to the beach in only a couple weeks with Adriana, seeing as she's never seen the ocean. This should get me off the hook for this "see the ocean in the next month" goal, but we shall see.

I need desperately to find some kind of art to hang on my walls. I'd rather avoid posters, considering it probably looks fairly messy. Just cheap, framed bits of art, maybe landscapes or cityscapes (bonus at night!) So let's see, for this goal... let's say at the end of March I need to have at least three bits art adorning my humble abode. Probably one in the bedroom, one in the foyer, and one in the living room.

I want to do more electronics work so my skills don't get rusty, especially on the programming side. Namely, I would like to grab a microcontroller (let's say Arduino because I'm impatient), an LED driver (TLC5940 is familiar) and some LEDs, perhaps RGB. Toss them on a project board, wire 'em up discretely and I've got another cool thing I can hang on the wall, or at least plug into it. If I think pretty elaborately, maybe a one color 10x10 or RGB 5x5. The latter would require five of the driver chips, which isn't too bad for a three color capability, and only about $25. Okay okay, I'll stop being all techie now and just post a bunch of pictures that a system like this could display!




Of course, it's also animated, so there's endless possibilities. Here's the template in case you want to make your own - please do and send 'em to me! (Right click, save as, open with MSPAINT and use the fill tool)

Cold

It begins, invariably, in your toes. The very extremes of your body, the ones most vulnerable in their separation from the central trunk. Trudging through the vast expanse of snow, your toes begin to feel not-so-snug within the confines of heavy wool socks and thick rubber boots. The material surrounding your feet becomes saturated with sweat, conducting the heat from your body externally. Soon enough the socks begin to feel cold themselves, uncomfortably so.

Your fingers, too, despite being locked in thick winter mittens, begin to feel the sting of the cold. Dexterity suffers, of course, the joints little by little becoming stiffer. The snow crunches beneath your rapidly cooling feet as you continue onward. The cold becomes a minor sting, then pain sets in. The movements you make with each step forward strain on the arches of your feet, making you wince from time to time.

But the pain wouldn't last long. The toes are the first to lose feeling before the rest of the foot slowly goes numb. Your feet were soon like bricks; you were able to balance on them, but you weren't entirely sure exactly where they were as you haul yourself forward. Your hands, too, were losing feeling, though much more slowly. The loss of movement now hinders your ability to flex your fingers - would you feel them even if they could curl into a fist? The cold travels up your legs, up your arms, inexorably marching toward the core of your body.

As your feet before them, your legs become stiffer as you march over a snowy hill, peering down from its peak to find nothing but another endless white field. Forcing onward, the hill seems steeper than before, forcing you to break into a bouncing run. Your knees won't bend. You fall and splash into the hard snow, wincing as it permeates the space between your thick down coat and snow pants. It would take a few moments to drag yourself back up, working the joint of your knee until you were certain the same thing wouldn't happen again.

The bottom of the hill on this side looked the same as the one before it. Trees dotted the horizon, and you used the occasional one you pass to sturdy yourself to rest for a moment. Sweat drenches the linings of your jacket, the long underwear you wore. It is the enemy, siphoning precious body heat from your skin, robbing you of warmth. Onward you move, as the sun begins to set to your right, stars slowly becoming visible like pinpricks in a tarp.

Your mind was slowing now, as if afflicted by the same condition your body was suffering from. You are on the ground again, now, laying in the snow, unaware of how you got there. Your legs will not answer your commands, numb and stiff from the effects of the cold. Your body has abandoned them, and to a lesser extent your arms. The warm blood that still flows through you is devoted to keeping your trunk and brain active, though even this emergency procedure has begun to fail.

And just ahead is a cabin, suddenly. You hadn't seen it before but you are grateful for its presence here. Finding your legs unreliable you drag yourself toward it, tugging with both arms in the snow, taking your time. Before you know it you're in front of a warm fire, curled on the wooden floor of this miracle cabin. Content for a moment, you realize that the warmth was slowly increasing. You would have been thankful for it, but soon your skin felt as if it were aflame. Shedding your jacket grants you temporary reprieve from this, but the problem grew worse and worse. Your clothing is removed, one piece at a time, though you still felt you were on fire wearing the bare essentials.

Your capillaries flare in a last desperate attempt to save you, heating your skin rapidly as they flush your flesh with the last of the warm blood pumping through you. The process was faster now that you had no insulation, the cold quickly quelling the nerves in your skin, numbing and deadening. Hallucinations were constant, though grew no more or less realistic as the higher functions of the brain were already gone. The eyes grow heavy, the head grows weary. Sleep is all you know.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Things to Know About New Jersey

  1. If it snows, people talk about it, always. Half an inch of snow means everyone starts panicking and talking only about snow; once 2-4 inches are predicted, people begin to wonder whether or not they should attend work. To me, this is ridiculous.
  2. Jughandles are the devil. They perplexed me when I first came out here, and now they just anger me. Yes, I understand the principle; three right turns = one left. And yes, I'm sure there are plenty of idiots out there who would turn left at the non-arrow light and get broadsided. I get that. But jughandles make very little sense, because the right turn at the end is just as dangerous, considering most of the time you're forced to stop in order to properly yield.
  3. "Pike" means "road" and not a kind of fish or spear.
  4. People totally freak out when you take too long to turn left because you prefer to err on the side of caution. Seriously, calm down.
  5. People in New Jersey hate Delaware; the forty-nine other states hate New Jersey.
  6. People tell me that southern New Jersey is full of hicks, but all I see are old people in Moorestown.
  7. Bruce Springsteen is a hero here. I think he's so-so at best.
  8. The beach is not called the beach. If you say "I'm going to the beach" people will probably look at you funny. If it's the coastline of Jersey, it's called the Jersey shore.
  9. Wawa is basically a 24/7 Subway with a convenience store taped on. Very handy if you work second or third shift frequently as I do.
  10. It costs $4 to leave New Jersey going into Pennsylvania and nothing coming back. No wonder people hate it; you have to pay to leave.
  11. Camden is awful and I never want to see it save from the PATCO train. Never.
  12. Speaking of the PATCO, it runs from fairly far into southern New Jersey (Lindenwold) all the way to Philadelphia at Locust/15th and 16th. It's $4.70 for a round trip last time I rode. Also it gives you dollar coins, which are useless in any situation that does not involve the PATCO.
  13. Southern New Jersey belongs to Philadelphia and northern New Jersey belongs to New York City. This has the side effect of southern New Jersey/Delaware being fans of the Phillies, Eagles, and Flyers. I wondered why I was in New Jersey and no one liked the Devils; this is because the Devils are in northern Jersey, making them "just another New York team".
  14. My Name is Earl takes place in the county immediately next to mine. I should go searching through the trailer parks.

Smile Like You Mean It

Save some face
You know you've only got one
Change your ways
While you're young
Boy
Someday you'll be a man
Oh girl
He'll help you understand

And someone is calling my name
From the back of the restaurant
And someone is playing a game
In the house that I grew up in
And someone will drive her around
On the same streets that I did
On the same streets that I did...


Monday, February 2, 2009

Girl Scout Cookies

Are completely awful for you. I bought a box for $3.50 from upstairs (they apparently have yearly sales where they just have a place to drop your money and pick up a box) and I grabbed some thin mints. While eating them voraciously, I noticed that each cookie contains 1.5g of Saturated Fat. ONE COOKIE. That's 7% of your daily value of the stuff, in one cookie.

Needless to say, I gobbled down half the box in the preference of not caring. But my god! I should have gotten the shortbread ones...

Anyway, I didn't see the Super Bowl, but had a great evening anyway. An evening with cheese and ice cream. I'm going to be dead of a heart attack by 28...

UPDATE: I finished all the girl scout cookies. They have supplied over two days worth of saturated fat.